Chapter 38 Let me love you this time
“Sir… I’m sorry that I can’t see. Did I really bother you? I…I did not mean to… ”
The blind girl looked for her falling cane nervously with apology.
Jin stood there with red eyes.
Lu Zhanxiu looked over the documents without seeing Jin coming in and glanced at outside. A sudden shock hit him when he saw Jin standing there, and he seemed to have telepath, threw everything in his hands and opened the door to come out.
The face of Shen Xinyan was living in front of him. It’s not a dream any more, but reality.
“Young master…”
“Xinyan…” Lu Zhanxiu shouted her name in a choked voice, so he lost his voice.
Shen Xinyan was frozen there when she heard Lu Zhanxiu’s voice, and she picked herself up awkwardly. She even wanted to go across the road for escaping, even though there were so many cars on the road, until Lu Zhanxiu caught her!
He held her in his arms tightly!
“Xinyan, you weren’t dead? You are still alive!” That’s perfect. How many midnights he could not grab her. That feeling crushed him again and again!
“Sir, you’re wrong. I’m not Xinyan. Let me go…”
“No, I won’t let you go for the rest of my life! Xinyan, it’s my fault and I was blind. Now, I know who is sincere to me and who I love. So this time, I won’t give up you!”
Shen Xinyan cried. She knew as long as she still stayed in China, she would be found by Lu Zhanxiu. She did not know why she went abroad. Maybe, she had a little bit of selfishness.
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She was blind, and she was not able to be pregnant any more. Xu Yi also said it’s difficult for her to have kid again.
She could not be together with him any more.
“Xinyan, I love you. Forgive me that I did not know before, but I know it. The person I have been loved is you, not Qin Muyu. That night , it’s you and I did not know it. Forgive me, okay. No no no, it’s fine that you do not forgive me, but let me accompany you. Let me love you and take care of you in the following days. Okay?”
“Lu Zhanxiu, I can’t see. I’m blind now. Why do you want a blind?”
Plus, how to fix a wounded heart? I’m afraid there would be cracks even if it was better.
She could not stand it any more.
She had a deep breath with cold voice:
“Lu Zhanxiu, I do not love you any more. Let me go.”
Shen Xinyan pushed him away, held her cane, and turned around to leave sadly.
“Shen Xinyan, I have not signed my name on the divorce settlement, so you are still my wife. But this time, it’s me that I am shameless not to get divorce with you. You can do everything you want to do, as long as I am still your husband. I am waiting for you!”
Her back was shocked for a moment. She did not know why Lu Zhanxiu did not sign it, and he dared not think about it carefully. But she…
She has already expected for nothing. Happiness, has gone away. It’s so nice that she was still alive.
Xu Yi told her that the kid was dead after taking away. Her heart was also dead.
Now, she could not accept anyone at all.
Shen Xinyan left finally.