Not A Saint (ENGLISH VERSION)

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-KARINA-

I CAN'T control my feelings for Mister Huge anymore, so I told him I love him even if I might hurt Celes. I hadn't yet informed Celes that I had a new house and I had to keep it a secret first. Unless Celes finds out right away his informant or someone will tell the news to her.

I looked at my phone. She didn't text or call at all. Two days as well. We talked the other day and stayed at the rest house. And as a regular thing, something happens between me and Celes every time we meet. We both make each other happy, but unlike Mister Huge, I am happy when there is something happens to both of us. I think I love Mister Huge and I will never let him go to Celes.

I looked at my phone when it vibrated. The text is from Celes. We will meet at the resthouse. She said I would go straight there and she couldn't pick me up.

I frowned when I read the text. I wasn't in the mood to meet Celes, but since she paid for my mother's treatment, I couldn't complain.

Since she has already booked my car to the rest house, I worry no more.

The trip is only a few hours. It was five o'clock in the evening and I did not know the exact time he would arrive.

I'm close to the rest house. I was just down from the taxicab when my phone rang. The name of Mister Huge is on the screen.

"Zeke, why were you calling?"

"Where are you? I will pick you."

It forced me to say where I was. I know Mister Huge only calls me if he wants to warm up and get pleasure. I knew he was a playboy, and he only chased women after their bodies, but I accepted everything because I love him. When I opened the door, it was not Celes who opened the door for me but Mister Huge. He quickly copes my cheek with a kiss while the other hand was already caressing one of my melons.

"W-Wait a minute..."

But no matter how I tried to stop him, I could not resist his charm, so he is. In the living room, we were both undressed while our clothes were scattered. We got to the bedroom and there it happened again.

I don't know what time Celes will come so I can be on time. I was too busy blinking and muttering until...

"FVCK YOU BELLEVERA!" Celes's deafening voice stopped the two of us. "You are an animal, Bellevera! Why did you steal Karina from me?"

To my shock, I pushed Mister Huge away.

Celes was trembling with anger and give him a dark look. She turned to look at me, looking sad.

"Sorry, Karina..." I just bowed my head while putting the blanket over my nak. edness.

"Wake up to the fact that this woman doesn't truly love you," Bellevera told him as she approached and didn't care about his nud. ity.

But I was even more surprised when in front of me he kissed Celes as if I was not behind him.

"Don't you see that he still likes a man? And you will never fool me. You're mine, Celestine! Whether you are a woman or a man, you will never go to anyone else."

"Stop it!"Celes screamed. I gasped when Celes suddenly slapped Mister Huge's face. "Enough of this! Who do you think you are telling me to stop?"

I would have stood up in the middle of them to stop Mister Huge when he punched Celes in the stomach.

Hmp! That was good for her, too. She was too ambitious and naïve. But there is still a part of me that feels sorry for Celes.

I know she doesn't like Mister Huge and I am the one she loves, but by doing this I have broken Celes' trust in me. I know she's mad at me now. And what I did is unforgivable.

She used to say that she trusted me so much. I could never fool her around, but what did I do? I cheated on her. She was supposed to marry the man I stole.

I thought I had already separated the two of them, but Mister Huge was overflowing with eagerness to take her. Mister Huge told me back then that she didn't love Celes, he just wanted to play with her. So I couldn't understand why he was still chasing the woman he was already throwing up and pushing him away.

I can make him happy. Even if I do a strip dance for him, I can do it. I can do whatever it takes.

"It's not because you snatched Karina away from me, means I will love you back. I will never be yours, Bellevera. I have already given my heart to Karina."

I WANTED to hear again what Celes told me. This is my fault. I insisted too much on what I wanted. Celes trusted me, but I tricked her.

"I don't care if you've already given your heart to this btch."

I covered my mouth when he undressed Celes, and in front of me he took off her undergarment. What is this? What is this all about?

What is Mister Huge doing? Why is he doing this to me?

"Z-Zeke, don't do that..." I stopped him, my voice trembled. Doesn't he feel sorry for me? I am the only one who loves him, but he is already hurting me like this.

"Let's show Karina that we love each other!" I just cried while watching how Mister Huge claimed the woman he was chasing.

Even though he knew I was crying and watching them, he didn't care. He doesn't care how I feel, even though he knows I'm hurt by his actions.

"Goddmn it, Celestine! Ugh! You still taste better than that btch. I just saw you and I want to take you immediately and desperately."

"Stop it, please..." I pleaded and almost lost my temper with what he was doing to Celes.

In front of my eyes, he is fcking her while screaming how good she was for him.

Celestine, on the other hand, just keeps herself quiet, as if she's used to Mister Huge's actions towards her. I felt pity for Celes. She only wanted true love, but I still cheated on her. She doesn't deserve me. I'm not the right person for Celes.

I bravely stood up and pulled Mister Huge, who was very fond of claiming Celes, but he just pushed me away and I even hit my back on the side of the bed.

"Karina!" I heard Celes shout my name when I got off balance. "You are an animal! A. sshole!"

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The pain hit me. I don't know what part of my body hit the bed as long as I know I was hurt, not just physically, but emotionally as well. When I opened my eyes, they turned bigger when I saw what Celes was doing.

H-He hit Mister Huge with a lampshade? I can't believe she did it and lay it down in pain. It hit its head and there was blo. od on it. He is bleeding. He even cursed in pain while holding his injured head.

"Karina, come with me, let's get out of here," Celes told me, lifting her undergarments and there was no trace of anger on her face even after what I did.

Celes extended a hand to hold me and help me stand up. I just looked at her white, soft hand. When I looked up, I shook my head as an answer to her. "I'm sorry, Celes, but I love Ezekiel. I know I fall for deception and I betrayed your trust. I did a treacherous. I will admit I like you but, I still like men over a woman and I love him now. Please forgive me. I hope you may understand me after all.

She had tears dripping down her cheeks, and I could see it in her eyes. I do not deserve your tears. I just hurt Celes, and I apologized too much. But as I promised, I will do everything to keep Ezekiel away from Celes.

"You can find someone for you, Celes," I said as she turned her back on me and ran away.

Maybe even a friend she wouldn't accept me anymore because I did that to her. I didn't accidentally fall for Mister Huge. I have no intention of relying on her. I thought I could love her too. But no. I can not love Celes back the way she did for

me.

I attended Mister Huge for support and assisting him. But he just taps my hand away.

"Fvck! Let me go! Dmn you! Because of you, Celes disappeared."

"Why are you still forcing yourself on her? She doesn't like you. Celes is a lesbian, and she doesn't want to be with a man-Ouch!" He pushed me again. I don't know if Mister Huge was hurt by what I said or I hit his ego.

"Just because I'm sleeping with you doesn't mean I love you. You're just for a bed, remember that. I will never like you. You don't have the qualities that I only saw in Celestine," he said emphatically to me while holding his injured head. I couldn't help but sigh and let cry from what I was hearing, which was full of insults.

"Look how fast you opened your thighs, even though you knew Celestine was what I wanted. Even if you destroy me with that, I will still want Celestine. Pweh! Stay there. Useless btch!"

I cried and sobbed at what he said. I don't think he looks at me so superficially. He doesn't just show me how dirty I am, but he said it face to face.

Forgive me, Celes. I hurt you so much and trade you for the man I thought I could beg for love. I know you love me and you don't just like my body. But all of that I can never take back. I can never put back everything is normal. I can't love you anymore. And even if I repent, it will be all too late. I'll just help you and Mister Huge to get separated, making sure there is no wedding between you and him. And I will try my best for him to love me back.