Chapter 39
{Moment Of Truth, Confession, Love}
Author POV
(Stuttering) “I can’t get_” A light gasp escaped her lips as she wasn’t expecting this would be his next move.
Finally, getting to settle into his warm breath, she reciprocated and their lips got tangled up in a slow kiss… I thought heaven was our goal, but we got carried away by the things nature has for us. Feelings aren’t something we can control but at least we don’t have to make them control us but rather have a key to their ways.
Raine knows this is a perfect way to make this kiss speak words he tries to explain to her but she thinks he’s here to fool or play with her. Well, he does not blame her, she was around when news spread about how badly he plays girls.
Too bad, this player is ready to get himself tangled in love but the lady thought they were tricks to get into one’s pants. Their bodies slowly lay on the bed. As much as Raine’s desire was getting over him, he still got them under control. He slowly withdraws from the kiss and their eyes open with emotions.
With teary eyes, a confused face and lust, Eva’s lips parted and their eyes got locked in emotions.
“I’m confused. She paused and shut her eyes, letting the tears stream freely down her side eyes. I don’t know what to believe. One minute, you are kissing me, another minute, I can’t understand what you want from me. Eva uttered, confused, she ran her hand through her hair.
“I thought of many ways to make you see how sincere my feelings are. I know how bad my past is but that doesn’t mean I don’t deserve a second chance, to fall in love for once_”
“Did you fall in love? ” She cut him off with a goosebump question. Raine wasn’t expecting that question, in seconds she asked that question his lips parted and he nodded.
“I did but I wasn’t told I was going to go through a lot to win her heart. I wasn’t told, I have to make myself see the unseen able because of love. I was told love is a beautiful thing. I didn’t know it was going to be the other way around because of the hurt and pain. ” Raine uttered, nonstop. How frustrated and tired he felt in his words. But he smiled at the end of his conversation.
“But I’m not going to give up on these feelings, ” he uttered with his hand on his chest. “I didn’t know this is how it feels down here, I love how it feels, it looks as if it needs to be filled up with love, affection, trust, and honesty from the person that made me this way. ” He uttered, his direction on his lap. He raised his head and smiled at Eva’s blank reaction.
“And who is she? Who is that bitch that made you this way? I know it hurts but do you think it’s easy for her to be in love with a player the first day she sees him but she’s sad when she realizes he’s just a player? Who wasn’t ready to be in a relationship but to play around? Eva uttered, her voice getting louder as she found herself revealing more of what she was feeling.
Raine knows she’s in love with him but she’s trying her best not to let him know about her feelings for him. She’s trying to figure out if this is one of his tricks but none of it is. Raine knows he has more work to do before she can admit to his pure and sincere feelings.
“I’m sorry for making you yell in that condition. ” He apologized and stood up. Not realizing how bad this act of his made her sad the more.
(Tears streamed down her cheeks) “Why did you apologize? ” Eva mumbled as she stood up as well.
“Because am sorry_”
“Sorry? Her facial expressions were turning moods. Sorry for what exactly? She added and took steps closer to him. Oh! For making me madly in love with you, sorry for having a huge crush on you. Sorry for the wrong timing of my confession, sorry for making the fool out of me____” He cut her off, with his lips on her lips. Just to shut her up, but Eva pulls him back which results in a tense moment for them both.Copyright Nôv/el/Dra/ma.Org.
This time around, Eva was doing the lead in all. She wraps her hand around his neck, she slowly moves her hand to the back of his head as she massages with care. Raine smiled and wrapped his hand around her waist, pulling her closer than ever.
Hmm. The kiss is getting tense, in light of the fact that his lips went down to her neck, running his sweetness around it. After a brief moment of reality, Raine withdrew from the kiss and uttered with his eyes staring into hers.
“I’m sorry for not realizing how you feel about me because I have been a fool for not realizing. “