CHAPTER 21
CHAPTER 21
The drive home with Ridwan was a very quiet one as I looked out the window through the whole ride. I
could I have been stupid to think things changed in a few days. I had actually really thought he
changed but he was still the same. We were on our way home and I was also missing my friend's
birthday because my husband is insecure about several things I don't still understand.
He pulled over by the driveway and I got down immediately without even waiting for him. He walked
behind me with speed and as I was going up to the room angrily. His voice made me stop on the
staircase.
"Are we really not going to talk about this" he said and I looked back walking down from the stairs. I
moved closer to were he was standing with confusion about what he really even felt we needed to talk Contentt bel0ngs to N0ve/lDrâ/ma.O(r)g!
about.
"What is it exactly you want us to talk about Ridwan, The fact that you're treating me like a child that
can't take care of herself or the fact that you just embarrassed me in front of a whole crowd and
punched my friend or the fact that you are making me miss my friend's birthday because of reasons I
will never understand" I explained angrily as I stared into his eyes.
"The fact that I saw you with that man" Ridwan suddenly and I got even more irritated and angry.
"So, you're just going to ignore the fact that all the other things I mentioned matter too right?" I said.
"You tracked me Ridwan!!! You freaking have a tracker on your phone monitoring anywhere that I am
and you don't think that's ridiculous!!! Why did you get married to me when you don't even trust me!!! I
can freaking take care of myself and until you understand that, things won't change!!" I exclaimed.
"You still haven't answered my questions!!" Ridwan said
"You know what, I am done with this" I said turning to leave then I looked back for a moment.
"The guy you punched was a classmate. I met him at the mall and he decided to show me to where
to get a gift for Hawa. Do with that what you want. I am out of here" I said, then walked upstairs angrily.
I layed on the bed tired with my head faced up, I stared into the ceiling with my hands supporting my
head behind.
I didn't know what to think about, I was furious at Ridwan for everything. I wondered if he knew how
much he hurt me or he was just oblivious to all that is happening around because I really didn't seem to
understand why he was acting so unbothered.
I was still lost in my thought then I felt my phone vibrate on the bed. I looked to the side to catch of
glimpse of who was calling then I realized it was Hawa. I really didn't know what to do at first as I just
stared at the phone on the bed.