Chapter 30: TWENTY-NINE
Chapter 30: TWENTY-NINE
MEGHAN's POV
"Ah I'll go first," I said goodbye to them.
"Are you leaving right away?" Celine asked.
"Yes you are here first Meghan!"
I watched Sapphire stand up as well.
"She is pregnant. She needs to rest guys," she said. Belonging to NôvelDrama.Org.
"Yeah by the way, go ahead be careful Megs!"
"Hey where are you going?" I asked when I saw her following.
"You will probably be delivered," he added.
"Gaga, are you leaving Jeremy?" I will ask.
"Let him go! Don't be artistic anymore," she said and walked away.
I did not say goodbye to Gov, I will text him later.
We turned around when I collided with someone, it was a bit dark in the parking lot. But there are lights.
Plus I still had a collision.
I helped him, but I stopped smelling his perfume. I slowly turned to where I had collided, my world
suddenly stopped when I saw Jace. He was also looking at me.
"A-ah wait I'll just come in Girl."
We stared at each other for a few minutes. I do not know why I can not turn my gaze. I seem to be
examining his face. Why? Because is this the last time I can stare at it closely?
"A-ah, s-sorry. I-I didn't mean to," I said and stood up. He stood up but he was still staring at me.
I handed the key to him. I averted my eyes, I was hurting.
"I-I'm really sorry. All right, I'll go first," I told him with a smile before I walked away but I was surprised
when he held my hand.
"Hale ..."
Suddenly my chest tightened, very painful. He still holds my hand. I can't look at him. I do not want to
cry in front of him. I don't want him to think I'm a desperate woman, that he's right.
"S-sorry..."
The tears that I had been holding back were already dripping. I turned to him before wiping the tears
from my cheeks. I saw his eyes seriously looking at me.
I smiled bitterly as I turned my attention to his hand in my hand, but I was even more hurt when I saw
his wedding ring.
I still tried to face him even though my chest was too tight.
"S-sorry..."
"Don't say sorry Euward, it's your choice. I have no rights to oppose on what you want," I said and
faked a smile.
It was as if he touched my heart when I saw that he looked at me sincerely.
"I'm worried."
I took a deep breath before looking at him. I also don't want trouble anymore, after all she is married.
There was nothing I could do to get him back to me.
"Im too plastic if I say I'm okay," I said tearfully and laughed fake.
"I-I'm hurting Jace, I-I'm hurting. It's too much pain ..."
I couldn't stop myself from crying. It just really hurts. My every breath deepened. I looked up so that my
tears would not drip but I was disappointed. Because they fell even more in front of Jace.
He was about to wipe but I stopped him. I quickly wiped away my tears but they were still dripping.
"F-for as long as, J-just in the past, I-I was the one you promised, B-but here it is now. You are married
..." I looked at him directly while my tears flowed. It hurts so much to see him like this.
"H-hale, forgive me-"
"N-no ... D-don't say that. S-she'll definitely be upset if she hears that, dont worry about me, I'll be fine
soon."
I could see the concern in his eyes as he looked at me. I really can't get him anymore. I can no longer
claim him.
I approached him, leaning my head on his chest. And there I cried. I just want to get rid of even the
slightest pain I feel. I just want to bring out the pain in my chest.
He let me cry on his chest even though I could read it with my tears. I don't want to let go, because
once I let go, I will never feel his arms again.
I stayed in his arms for a few minutes, I felt his hand caressing my back.